Wow.

Hahaha. I did something damn stupid!
But thank god I noticed my mistake.
Heh.

I just found a picture of a boy whose name is
Erfan Hakeem.
Wah! Haha it's a coincidence finding cos I was just browsing through blogs.

Mohamed Erfan Hakeem.
Nice right the name?
Ala my opinion.
But I'm not gonna put up the picture la.
Ntah anak sape aleh2 ade gambar budak tu kat my journal.

I said I wanted to put up my plans for this year right?

1. Go for a holiday.
With the boyfriend. And friends.
Planning to take a plane la, cos I never been on a plane. Heh.
Jakoon.
Ala limit2 pun gi Bangkok.
But if the boyfriend wants to go Bangkok
There's a high chance he wanna ride there.
Kns betul. But I love him. Okay we broke up but he is still my boyfriend.
Oh nvm.
Or maybe go Phil cos my friend is getting married!

2. Work and save up at least 8K by end of the year.
For ahem. Something.
It would be a nice thing for myself.
If 8K by end of the year is possible.
But if I go on a holiday,
Then it's rather impossible right?

3. Hopefully enter NIE.
And be a cheecher!

4. Celebrate my 21st with a bang!
Cos my 20th wasn't much of a birthday.
No birthday cake cos I was outside crying.
Anyway by the time it's my 21st,
Most of my friends would already be 21.
So no problem in getting somewhere right?
Haha.

I was very pissed off just now.
Cos a tub of sugar dropped.
Argh, I was so mad.
Have to clean up. Ish.

Now I'm having the stomach cramps.
A sign? I don't know.
But I've been going to the toilet 3 times
And nothing came out. Haha.
Why issit when you sneeze,
Suddenly you have the flu bug already.
Been sneezing 4 times in 1 minute.
Good ah. Now another sneeze is stuck in the nose.
And I just want to sneeze it out but can't!
It's damn irritating.
Is this what you call the stomach flu?
Stomache and flu?
Eh?

The boyfriend did something to his bike.
Ish. He loves to mod his bike.
Ala asal die happy.
I tak masok campor u.
Tu kan dah jadi matair die number 1.
Kite die tolak tepi u.
Tak fair kan.
Haha. Shit la Nani.



His bike wasn't this nice when he first got it.
And he didn't tell me he was getting this bike.
Ah I wanted him to get a super4. Heh.
But it was okay. This bike is as comfortable as sitting in the car.
Aiyah, being on a public transport with him is nicer la.
At least can talk. Can look at his eyes.
Smile smile. Bah.
Let me think what mod/additional stuffs he did already.
Saddlebag. From the box.
Seat with design and studs.
Extra padding on pillon seat
Sticker on his tank.
Handle bar changed to ape-hanger.
He did something to his exhaust. Dun really understand but it has something to do with drilling holes. I dunno.
Recently he did something to his handle-bar again. Fork extensions?
I dunno, cos he haven't explain anything to me since we broke up!
Bah. He seems like a rich bugger to do all these in the 7 months he got the bike eh.
Don't even let me start talking about his half-shell helmet.
Macam perang jepun at first.
Then changed to shiny chrome? I dunno. Imagine a mirror on his head.

I hear you're taking the town again
Having a good time
With all your good time friends
I don't think that you think of me
You're on your own now and I'm alone and free
I know that I should get on with my life
But a life lived without you could never be right
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
I try to smile so the hurt wont show
Tell everybody I was glad to see you go
But the tears just won't go away
Loneliness found me, looks like its here to stay
I know that I ought to find someone new
But all I find is myself always thinking of you

See, now I wonder.
What happened to his marine fish?
I thought he's gonna start another tank.
Ish. He got too many interest for me to catch up.
First it was the marine fishes.
Bring me everywhere to fish farms and marine fish shops in geylang or west coast or whereever.
Then it's bike. Actually bike nothing ah. Cos I don't like to go.
Especially ah boy. Heh got a lot of people.
Mats and minahs. Eugh.
I don't like.
Ah, but I really want him to start another fish tank.
I want one la.

My gosh. I can't really stop talking about him.

Class 95 has been playing nice love songs.
From the primary school times.
Old school eh.
Like Janet Jackson's Again.
Love that song.
Eh ape seh, they really playing all the love songs.
Making me feel so sad.

How can I be strong I've asked myself
Time and time I've said
That I'll never fall in love with you again

A wounded heart you gave,
My soul you took away
Good intentions you had many,
I know you did

I come from a place that hurts,
and God knows how I've cried
And I never want to return
Never fall again

Making love to you felt so good and
Oh so right

Didn't think I'd come to this
And to know it all began
With just a little kiss

I've come too close to happiness,
To have it swept away
Don't think I can take the pain

Never fall again

Kinda late in the game
And my heart is in your hands
Don't you stand there and then tell me
You love me

Then leave again

Cause I'm falling in love with you again
Hold me, hold me
Don't ever let me go

Say it just one time
Say you love me
God knows I do love you again

Okay please I need my dosage of Oprah Winfrey.
Ever since we broke up like a week ago,
I haven't been watching Oprah.
Well, I can't stand her being all happy
And gving people makeovers
When I'm here so depressed.

Everytime I see the name Dido,
I get reminded of Dildo.
Hahaha. Okay sorry.
But you are exposed to certain things in the working/real world.

Ah I miss him.